Derailed!!!!

Wow. That blogging almost every day pledge didn't last too long did it? Well hopefully I am back. I don't know if it will show up, but its about 2:15 in the morning as I type this. And I am still up. Typing this. This is the time during tax season where I start to freak out. I. I feel like I can't take one more thing and then boom. I get sick. Or the girls get sick or the car breaks or something else like that. Right now I really just want to go to bed. I almost feel like I did when my girls were infants and all I wanted to do at 2 am when I was holding them and trying to get them to sleep and sleep myself. It was the worst (and the best!) but It's lonely this time of night. And there are weird noises. I'm so stinking tired! Ps sorry for this weird random post I will make sure they are of a better quality from now on. I blame sleep deprivation.